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| I know what I need to do and now its up to me and lade out on my plate.
Its so easy to let God take the back seat sometimes and end up hitting bottom so fast.
I need to be less dependent on the things that dont matter and shouldnt be a top priority and more dependent on the things that matter most. |
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| Holy Crap its frickin DECEMBER! That is just fricken wierd! And fricken is like my favorite word now!
Its depressing slaving my life away right now at the worst place in the world aka ChIpOTLE! But Ive made lots of sweet friends there so it kind of makes it worth working there. The $500 every 2 weeks aint bad either.
2 or 3 more months and the band will be back to playing shows! I cant wait, our new stuff is totally a blessing from God. I love it. For once in my life i`m actually satisfied with all of our songs.
My girl situation is confusing right now...and its my fault...i`m a frickin jerk...and decisions arent always easy...and again i`m a fricken jerk cause I lead people on without knowin it apparently.
Lots of emery and further seems forever in my stereo latelly mixed with some Third Eye Blind...oh yah
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| well lets see
-i`m totally better and have grown out of my little slump I was in before
-i`m over it  -I love life right now everythings just going so good, right now the bands taking 2-3 months off to write new material and get our new member situation down good, EXCITING
-I cant wait till when we come back cause i can just tell were going to be better then we have ever been, so be prepared!
-I finally got a job, i`m now officially a member of the chipotle familly(miller lane location)
-ive been working out alot and am getting some "guns"
-my mommy bought me chocolate milk and filled up my gas tank today because she walks
-oh yah, i got the house to myself for a week...time for a non-alcoholic party...maybe some chocolate milk to drink? if i`m lucky some sunkist? Oh yah |
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| i`m so mixed up in a whirlwind of emotions and its honestly tore me apart inside.
Do I continue to wait for her or act as if i`ve moved on?
Do I watch my heart get broken all over again with false hopes?
Or start putting the pieces back together?
I`ll tell her ive moved on and that just friends is what I want to
meanwhile with dispare, i`ll sit and wish I could have had just one chance
and sadly folks i`m about as emo as it gets right now..... |
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